閑話家常~~

灰/醒覺

2011-12-22T12:16:00.000-08:00

睇番自己之前啲POST....好似真係好灰...雖然唔可以話自己而家好樂觀....但係比起之前....我唸已經好咗好多!!!~~在這一年....我有經過起....經過跌...但是....在正式踏入二十八歲時....好像特然醒覺....知道好多嘢唔係努力就可以有的...開心又要過...不開心還是要過....那為什麼要不開心呢??

又到了十二月這個對我來說的"大日子"....又令我再次回想起兩年前我的決定!!!.....今年....我終於決定了在三月回香港!!!....現在的我有點急不及待....很想快點到三月!!!~~可能很想可以快點開始自己的生活吧!!~~可是,之前的顧慮已經減少了很多(不是沒有啦!!~) Eric Tsang告訴個我....決定了一些事就不要想太多....努力去做~~其實這句話很COMMON....但現在聽這句話....很有FEEL!!!~~

到明年的十二月....我很希望....我可以在香港過生日及聖誕!!!~~

存在的義意.....

2011-08-05T21:49:00.000-07:00

有誰真的關心過我這個人呢???我到底是什麼呢???
我在幹什麼呢.....有人會聽我說嗎???有人可以把我想講的話引出來嗎??
心好痛哦.......

意向 =>力量

2010-04-08T15:39:00.000-07:00

好啦.....好耐無寫blog啦....而家係髮形屋等啲頭髮電直嘅時候就上嚟寫啲嘢....哈哈

今朝蹅車番學考final..... 心情超緊張.....因為今年開始到而家都集中唔到精神做學校啲嘢....攪到"禾"哂....
今朝要考嘅呢科係我今個sem餘番嘅唯一一科.....如果都唔pass就真係對唔住自己....對唔住係我身邊出錢,出力嘅親朋好友....

一路祈禱一路開車(開眼祈禱of coz!!)....祈完禱後.....有架車係第二條路轉入嚟我前面....車尾有個bumper sticker 寫住 "Intent Gives Energy"....
就係個一刻....我成個人即刻醒咗....原來我從今年年頭開始一直係度發夢....咩都無做過....我無咗過去個年個份力量.....因為我失去咗個個最原本嘅原因....當我見到個bumper sticker時....我想起我個intent係咩....想起點解我要番好好讀書!!!!

唸起我個intent之後....我再次祈禱....同神再一次講我點解要去讀書....叫神幫我....給我力量....去做我要做嘅嘢!!~~

雖然我唔知我今朝個final考成點....但係我有信心我會考得好好!!~~ 一來因為有神幫我, 有朋友支持我.....一來個final易到無輪.....我做咗十分鐘就做哂....仲要係我知道我一定啱tim!!~~

自信.... 你番嚟啦!!!乖乖地....唔好周圍走啦~~

王心凌 - 小星星

2010-02-17T10:53:00.000-08:00

作詞：嚴云農
作曲：李志清

城市裡小星星
稀疏的亮晶晶
太多光吃掉他們的身影
就像我愛上你
隱沒在燈海裡
你眼中只看繁華的夜景
我的愛藏在你的背影裡
像渺小卻堅定的恆星

天黑的時候我遠遠陪著你
再小的閃爍也努力放光明
當有天我在夜空裡面偶爾被發現
希望我眨眼
能感動你視線
想把小星星排成愛的圖形
為你的天空點綴一些驚奇
即使像流星一閃而過寂寞也情願
不求你看見
只想為你發光永遠

雨天裡小星星
孤單的濕淋淋
你躲在有人陪伴的傘底
就像我總被你
遺忘在晴空裡
月光下才有機會想念你
我的愛藏在你的背影裡
像渺小卻堅定的恆星

天黑的時候我遠遠陪著你
再小的閃爍也努力放光明
當有天我在夜空裡面偶爾被發現
希望我眨眼
能感動你視線
想把小星星排成愛的圖形
為你的天空點綴一些驚奇
即使像流星一閃而過寂寞也情願
不求你看見
只想為你發光永遠

天黑的時候我遠遠陪著你
再小的閃爍也努力放光明
當有天我在夜空裡面偶爾被發現
希望我眨眼
能感動你視線
想把小星星排成愛的圖形
為你的天空點綴一些驚奇
即使像流星一閃而過寂寞也情願
不求你看見
只想為你發光永遠

來源 http://lyrics.oiktv.com/lyric.php?sid=1363&aid=5920&lid=64088#ixzz0foxAnTcQ

小宇 - 練愛

2010-02-12T13:04:00.001-08:00

小宇 - 練愛
作詞：黃文萱、宋念宇 / 作曲：宋念宇

是不是我不正常

我對你有一種奇怪的感覺

害我都要假裝

或著你是一隻蝴蝶

常常會吸引我

難道這是我已經喜歡你

(我想說)

不管這條路多短我都期待

看見你的快樂

(還想說)

不管這天氣多壞我都不動

好像在等什麼

等你經過我

今天我們相遇了

假裝不在乎愛裝忙

是我不夠勇氣

天空都在哭了

你卻沒走開

為什麼屋簷明明很大

其實就是你對不對

我又不是蜜蜂

我想我是是真的喜歡你

(我想說)

不管這條路多短我都期待

看見你的快樂

(還想說)

不管這天氣多壞我都不動

好像在等什麼

等你經過我

今天我們相遇了

假裝不在乎愛裝忙

是我不夠勇氣

天空都在哭了

你卻沒走開

為什麼屋簷明明很大

我們就一直僵在這一秒鐘

直到你問我是不是愛

原來我們的心裡有對方

其實我們想戀愛

可是我們更需要練愛

往年/今日

2009-12-10T08:35:00.000-08:00

十二月九日

一年前的今晚，我正在房內收拾行理...因為我明天就要上飛機回港了。在大約二十
四小時前我才知道我會去香港，見我奶奶最後一面。其實那時心情十分沈重，但是
想不到這次旅程，改變了我的人生目標。

在香港時，我除了跟我奶奶行她最後一程外，還開始試在香港尋找工作。好可惜，
在我沒有機會收到任何訊息前，我就要回加了。

在這一個旅程之前，我想也沒想過我會如始不甘。就像有些什麼還沒解決！
真的很不甘心，如果多一日，我就可能...如果多一星期，我就可以...如果多一個
月，我就....實在太多＂如果＂了！

所以...我過去一年十分用功讀書。我決定在我完成我學業之時，我要回港拼一拼！
一年前在香港回來後，很多人說我變了。其實，我只不過是多了一顆野心!一顆要幹
我些什麼的野心。

對以前的我來説，野心這樣東西對我非常默生。簡單説，我是一個單純以無機心的
人。現在，我也不是變成那些＂不擇手段＂的人。我只是變得對自己有要求！
希望我一年後的令天，我會已經完成我的學業，正在為我的未來打拼！加油！

生病/加油

2009-11-21T23:52:00.000-08:00

剛剛大病了一場.....現在好了.....身體好像比之前更好~~可是最近幾個禮拜真的很忙...因為實在有太多功課要catch up啦.....好在.....現在以經好做好哂了~~.....但是話耐唔耐.....話快唔快.....仲有兩個幾禮拜學期就完了......現在有啲開始驚.....因為病咗個幾個禮拜無番學.....心裡面有啲好似學小口一咗啲嘢....會"肥佬"咁....

我真係唔想再遲啲先番香港啦.....所以我要更加加油.....讀好啲書!!!!

加油!!!加油!!!加油!!!

忙/生日快樂

2009-10-17T00:30:00.000-07:00

實在太耐無更新過我啲blog啦.....可能因為最近真係好多嘢要做....整車....買車....番工.....番學.....做功課.....好多好多嘢要攪....不過總算做完了......雖然不是每樣都做得好好....但最少每樣都做完了~~

我都想係度分享一吓我係呢個地球上生活了二十六年嘅感想....

首先.....只不過係呢一年內我嘅人生出現了一個對我非常重要的轉捩點....我做了一個無人覺得我會做嘅決定....我決定番香港.....其實我自己都好surprse我會有咁強烈嘅感覺想番香港"試"吓.....我係溫哥華十幾年....番到去真係好可能唔習慣....但係....最少我而家嘅感覺話俾我以聽如果我唔番好試吓我會唔甘心...後悔....我同我自己講過唔會再樣我自己人生內再有呢啲嘢發生!!! 所以....一路到呢一刻, 我依然值著呢估動力嚟向前行動!! 無論最後結果係點...我都唔會後悔!!!!

其次....真係好似人大咗....就開始有多好多嘢要唸....未必唔係好時......可以係我番香港之前學習一吓點樣multi-task~~呢啲要上心嘅嘢對我嚟講都好重要.....所以我非常樂意去做呢啲嘢....例如如何去upkeep人與人之間嘅感情啦....如何照顧自己啦.....如何照顧你想照顧的人啦....如何好好好的運用自己的錢財啦......等等等等.....我而家先發現原來我還有很多生命的課程....還沒上完.....不過我相信人生的生命課程時不可能上完的....只可以一直進修.....不停的去做到最好!!!!

好了.....講住咁多先啦....早抖~~

平凡/意外

2009-08-19T09:29:00.000-07:00

古巨基 - 平凡

"相信是我就算多麼平凡
總會覓到像我簡單
只寄望有誰看我多一眼
最美花火留在瞬間
相信是我是我這麼平凡
她也願意對我盛讚
浪漫的雙眼誰都讚嘆
也許平凡像我也耀眼"

最後一句最合我的心境呢~~

YESTERDAY我係FB度POST左一個咁樣嘅STATUS....

"唉....如無"意外"短期內我的生活是不會有太大變化的..... "

有好多人REPLY我, 有些人話"平凡是福"....有些人身同感受....而我就是希望有嘢可以點綴生命....
放工開車回家時....行行吓架車居然爆軩....本來平凡嘅一日就咁變咗一個非常"特別"嘅一日.....

有時個天想講嘢俾你聽時...會用一啲好攪笑嘅方法....你想擋都擋不住...我想要一些變化....佢就俾咗一個咁嘅教訓俾我....叫我凡事都要慢慢來....唔好心急....要嚟嘅就會嚟架啦!!~~

其實我只係想係我平凡嘅生活內有一些點綴....我真係唔雖要一個非常刺激嘅生活!!!只想做到上面隻歌咁......."也許平凡像我也耀眼"!!~~

我要做一個耀眼嘅平凡人!!~~

yesterday i post this on my facebook status....

"Sigh....if things are as it is right now, thing's aren't going to change much for me in these next little while...."

lots of ppl reply....some say that "normal is good" some say that they felt the same way....but for me, i just want something to spice up my life....on my way home yesterday....my car's tire burst in the middle of the road.....and from that moment on, my day change from normal to very "un-normal".....

sometimes, when God is trying to tell you something, He has a very funny way to tell you....you can't stop it even if you want to....i wanted some change....and he gave me a lesson on how to be patience and that when it is your time, it will come to you....DON'T RUSH!!!

honestly, i just want a little bit of spice in my life...i don't need a high and exciting life... i just want to be able to be an exciting normal person~~

I WANT TO BE AN EXCITING NORMAL PERSON!!!!

SINE CURVE/有趣

2009-07-29T06:58:00.000-07:00

其實最近有好多值得開心的事...有好多不開心的事...但總算而經過了....明天會更好吧? RITE??
人生就像一個不完的SINE CURVE....不停的有起有落....如果不是這樣....人生不就很無聊嗎!!?
所以現在的我喜歡現在這樣....希望在我這樣有趣的人生中....可以有多一點的blog entry吧!!~~
There are so many good things and bad things that happened to me....but what past is past....2morrow will be better! rite??
life is like an endless sine curve....always going up and down....but if it's not like that....wouldn't life be pretty boring!!??
i like how it is now.....and let's hope that this interesting life will inspried me with more blog entry!!~

忙完了/怕悶....

2009-06-25T18:45:00.000-07:00

終於忙完了!~還有一堂就完成我今年夏天的課程....其實心中很想在七月or八月時take多一科....可是.....不知道啦....再想一想吧!!~~

現在終於忙完之後開始有點怕....怕事做....怕會悶.....怕會變懶....希望可以找些什麼來幹吧!!~~

棕子/熱天

2009-06-04T14:43:00.000-07:00

不食五月棕, 寒衣不敢送!!~
雖然這個五月內我吃了不小枝棕...但現在這麼熱...太over啦吧!!!~~

我是住在地庫...所以很涼快.....可是只要我要上樓上.....溫度可以是有十度的分別....所以我不想上樓上食飯....這是我其中一個減肥的秘密!!~~

可是熱天來啦...那戶外活動就多了很多囉!!~~可是我上學還有一段很長的時間.....加油吧.....!!~

關係/找不到的獎勵

2009-05-21T14:49:00.000-07:00

人同人之間的關係真的很重要!!! 有人覺得你要對我好是天經地義...而我不用對你好.....聽了這個理論之後, 我十分不開心....為什麼只有一個人去給....一個人去收?? 關係的英文是relationship....是要兩個人relate先可以有ship的!!! 一個人怎樣去relate呢?? 關係是要兩個人去給, 兩個人去收的!!!!

不論是什麼關係.....情人還是親人....都是一個雙向的關係...假如只是要有一個人去唯係這個關係的話, 實在太辛苦啦!!!....但如果還是要做的話就要去找那找不到的獎勵!!!

*這是我的theory*....每一件事都有好有壞....我一直想信每個人對別人做的好事就算他不想視好....可是如果喜歡的話還是會有一點好的在潛意識內, 不知覺的做出來!!~~可能很難找....可是我相信是有的!!!! 小小的都是.....因為在一個單向的relationship內, 這小小的要upkeep我們對這關係的"生命"!!!~ 最好是久了這個單向關係會變成雙向關係!!~~如果沒有的話....就要看那"找不到的獎勵"可以待多久了!!~~

簡單來講, 就是要去好的那裡去想...船到橋頭自然直....總會有辦法的!!~~

不安/交談

2009-04-17T12:54:00.000-07:00

前幾天看"國光幫幫忙"的時候特然讓我發現了一件事....就是老爸的擔憂....

他們人到了一個年紀就會有很多擔心.....很多不安....有怕失敗...怕失業...怕家中地位不保...怕死....有時候我們可能會覺得他們想太多.....可是這些全都是每個人都會怕的事吧!!~~

可是說到家中地位不保時....說到孩子都不跟爸媽講話的時候....有一點讓我覺得應該留意!!~~

他們說到.....孩子都不會跟爸媽說他們心中在想什麼....如果我們不說....爸媽是不會知道的!!! 我想一想覺得對喔....他們覺得我們不雖要他們啦....就前幾天.....我爸媽就問我很多問題.....可是我就是不答....難怪他們會這麼不安啦.....

可是話說回來....有時候真的很難跟他們說那麼多....因為有時候他們真的很不能明白我們....越是說不可以....我們越是要做....(聽下來好像在講我一個表弟哦....) 但有時候, 當兩方面可以輕鬆談談的話就讓雙方都說一說呀.....但千萬不要不讓任何一方講完他的想法.....你不去聽人家的話, 人家怎樣去聽你的呢??~~

A couple of days ago....i was watching this TV show....and it talked about the worries of a middle aged man.....

it say that when a man reach that age, there are sooo many things they worry about....they worry that they will lose their job, they will be unsuccessful, they will lose their position in their family, and they will lose their life.....sometimes i think they just think too much...but then who doesn't worry about those things.....it's just because of their age, they worry MORE!!!!

but when they were talking about how they worry they will lose their position in their family, they talked about how the kids won't talk to the parents anymore....and that it sort of attracts my attention....

they say something about parents will never know what we think about unless we tell them....if we don't say it...they'll never ever know what in our mind....they want to know what's going on with our lives...and they feel that if we don't talk to them, we don't need them anymore.....it's just like a couple of days ago when my parents keep asking me these questions....and i sorta refuse to answer them....no wonder they are so worried.....

but then again....sometimes it's just hard to talk to them....sometimes they just don't understand how we feel....the more you say no to something....the more we want to do it....(sound like a cousin of mine....*cough*) but when both side can sit down casually and talk about it, then speak your mind!!! but don't ever stop someone from saying their mind....because if you are not willing to accept someone else's opinions, how do you expect someone else to accept yours right??

港女/詞語

2009-03-29T00:49:00.000-07:00

近年來常常會聽到有人會說"港女"這個問題....如果不知道的話可以上YAHOO or GOOGLE 找一下.....應該不會很難找.....今天晚上, 我跟一班朋友, 有男有女的, 在談這一個問題.....一講就講了三個小時....

說真的.....我覺得"港女"這個詞語是有問題的....而我想信不是每個香港的女生都是"港女"但我不可以排除有一些香港的女生是....問題是她們覺不覺得這是一個問題!!!!

我不想在這裡做一個很長的討論關於"港女"這個問題.....我覺得....如果女生不覺得那些問題是問題的話.....那這個女生就是"港女"......如果我們可以找一個比較好的詞語來型容這一類女生....我想信會有比較小的火爆討論.....當然....我覺得同樣道理可以在"港男"這個詞語身上.....

這是我的想法.....如個你們想的話可以留言說一說你們對這一個topic的想法.....請不要放火燒人.....謝謝......~~

Recently, there are many people disscusing about the term "Hong Kong Girl" (direct translation from chinese....notice the quote)....if you don't know what that means, you could probably do a search on YAHOO or GOOGLE....and maybe you'll be able to find something about that....(although i doubt you'll be able to find what i'm talking about if you search for it typing english....if you couldn't find anything online....but you REALLY want to know what kinda girl i'm talking about....let me know....i'll talk to you privately.....)

tonight, i went out with some friends, guys and girls, and we discussed about this topic for 3 whole hours.....and the result is REALLY interesting.....

i am not going to go in detail of what "Hong Kong Girl" means....coz that would be WAY too long to talk about...but i think the problem comes from using "Hong Kong Girl" to represent that type of girl.....which honestly i think is unfair for regular Hong Kong girls....but i have to admit....there ARE some girl that deserve to be called "Hong Kong Girl" as well.....

to me, the biggest critria to determine if you are a "Hong Kong Girl" or not, is that if you (as a girl) find that if those "habits" of "Hong Kong Girl" fits you.....if you see that they are ON you....and yet you don't find them as a problem, then you are a "Hong Kong Girl".....if we could find another term to replace "Hong Kong Girl", i think the war of the sexes will be a lot less firey.....of course....the same goes for the term "Hong Kong Guy".....

this is just my opinion....if you have something you would like to share, feel free to leave a message here...and we can disscuss this peacefully....please refrain from burning people here!!~~
thanz~~

天氣/感動

2009-03-19T14:51:00.000-07:00

天氣變幻無常....一時下雨...一時下雪...時冷...時熱...真的難以估計祂明天會怎樣.....
這就如人生一樣.....變化很多....真的無法預算明天是好是壞....

有一個良好的計劃是一件好事...計劃使人有目標, 會努力....有計劃可以令很多事容易做到....但最大的變數....還是命運吧!!~~

有人叫命運做天意, 做緣份...我是基督教...我信的是我神的指意!!~

"命裏有時終雖有,命裏無時莫強求"....做人如果太在意的話好容易會瘋掉....不要在意太多呢!!~~

最近, 有個朋友msn個status寫着"今天我不能死...因為明天會更好".....看完這句....我有點感動....希望大家有同感啦!!~~

Weather's always changing these couple of days....sometimes raining....sometimes snowing...sometimes hot....sometimes cold....it's hard to predict if it is good or bad weather next...it sorta like life as well....there's lots of changes as well....it is hard to predict what's going to happen for you next....

it still good to have plan...coz plans give you a goal....it motivates you to work hard.....but at the end of the day, it still rely heavily on fate.

There's lots of different meaning for fate.....destiny, karma, chi....whatever.....As a Christian myself, i call it the will of God....

if it going to be your....IT'S going to be yours....if it's not yours....there's no way you can get it....don't be so stubborn about so many things....otherwise you'll go crazy!!~~

Recently, i have a friend's MSN's status saids "I can't die today...coz tomorrow will be better"....i'm very touch by this short and simple phase...and i hope you will feel the same!!~~

傾計/擔心

2009-03-04T17:23:00.000-08:00

好開心可以同一個老友傾計....雖然時間唔忍耐....但係我們天南地北...無所不談...將我們的心事一一講出!!~

我們由我想番香港....講到佢想番香港.....再講到在溫哥華幾難搵女朋友.....去到講係香港只要個男仔肯開聲o的女仔就OK(只不過我覺得唔係真係咁易...) 林林種種....全在短短的一個小時內....

有時好嘢唔雖要太長....雖然我想同佢傾多一會兒....但因要上堂....所以唔得.....佢好灰好唔開心....但我知道佢會OK嘅....因為佢之前再難過都過過......我信你!!~~

雖然如始...我是依然會久唔久CHECKo下佢....倍o下佢.....等佢知道係呢段人生路上佢有friend係佢身邊支持佢....我地永遠都唔會alone....因為神永遠與我們同在!!~~

這就是我所信的.....係你嘅,一定係你嘅.....唔係你嘅, 點都唔係你嘅.......擔心咁多做咩呢??~~如果
你好想要一樣嘢....咪努力啲做好啲....係你嘅,一定係你架!!!~~

It was great to talk to a friend that you haven't talk to for a while...and regretablly...we didn't have a lot of time to talk today...but it was nice....coz we shared a lot of things in our mind~

from me going back to HK...to him going back to HK....to how it is almost impossible to get a girl in Vancouver.....to how "a guy just have to say it" to get a girl in HK (although i beg to differ).....from the sky to ground...we talked about everything.....in merely one hour!!

sometimes, great things doesn't need to be in length...i wish i could spend more time with this friend coz he seems trouble and depress...but i know he will get over it....coz he got over stuff WAY tougher!!~I BELIEVE IN YOU!!!!

However, I would still like to check up on this friend every once in a while....so that he knows that he is not alone in the journey that's call life.....we are never alone.....God will always be there with us!!~

That's my believe. If it happens, it happens...if it doesn't, then it's never meant to happen....no use worrying about it all the time. If you really want something....try harder...if it happen it will happen...

休息/後悔

2009-03-02T20:43:00.000-08:00

星期六,日完本應該是用來休息的....可是, 剛剛過了的weekend, 就被安排得很忙.....但是很好玩~~

一連兩天的遊玩時間, 的確是很累....但再累都是值得的....因為能和朋友一起放開來玩....實在難得....可一不可再呢!!~~

做人何必太過保守呢??只要對得起天地和自己的良心...除此之外, 就應全心全意去享受人生了!!~~

做人無愧於心.....沒有後悔....這就好了!!~~

好了....工作時工作, 遊戲時遊戲...新的一個星期開始了...要努力工作了!!~

驚魂/皇帝蟹

2009-03-02T20:28:00.000-08:00

因為早上晚了起身所以差點遲到....番到學校立即泊到老遠....驚死無位咁....點之今日BCIT Professional Day....Parking lot 空空的....一路行番自己個Building到一路覺得怪怪的..... 下午時份居然落走雪來...今次大鑊啦....落咁大雪實要行好耐先番到架車度....點之落得個一會兒就停了....虛驚一場.....哈哈~~ 晚上就同屋企人一起去食皇帝蟹.....以下送上幾張相....超級大隻呢!!!!~

Because I woke up late this morning, I was almost late for school....when I got to the parking lot...immediately i go for the furtherest parking thinking that there will not be any parking....however, little did i know that today was BCIT Professional Day....most of the parking lots are empty.....feel so stupid the whole way walking all the way to my building..... In the afternoon, it started to snow in Burnaby...i was like OMG....it's going to take me forever to walk all the way back to my car on the other side of the campus ><: luckily....it only snow for a bit...and everything was clear by the time i'm off!!~~ Anyway....went to eat Alaska King Crab with family in the evening....posted a few pics.....this crab is SUPER HUGE!!!!~

大鑊!! ><:

2009-03-02T20:27:00.000-08:00

今日遲o左起身....番BCIT無車位泊了 >.<:

復活/重生

2009-03-02T20:26:00.000-08:00

因為Vincent的BLOG令我覺得我好似應該將我的這個BLOG復活!!~
其實我做呢o的嘢真係無咩恆心嘅....希望我會一路做落去啦!!~~
希望會比我個xanga好啦!!~~

Inspired by my friend Vincent's BLOG....I feel that I should revive my BLOG as he had!!~
Honestly I never have the patience to keep up with this kinda stuff....but i hope that i could keep this going!!~~
Hope that it will be better than my xanga~~